Feeling demoralized by his environment, twenty years in the same house, fucking the same wife, not able to see his way clear. How to feel the lightness he used to know, how to be once again youthful and free?
Now he just wants to lay around.
When he’s not laying around, he is thinking about laying around. He eats without pleasure because to eat is to feel full, satiated, lethargic, down right tired.